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These are the results I have already. In front of the difficoulties in my life. 

The goal of this post is to make a balance and collect the experiences. 

But at the beginning, I have to say, there is no point of the life. Existence is completely meaningless. If noone loves you, it is enough reason to die. 

Hopefully, I will reborn as a tree in a forest. Then the other trees doesn't have a chance to leave me alone, as the humans did. There wouldn't be the chance of my family to ghosting me. It wouldn't be my task to ask things from everyone.

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Difficoulties

  • Cars (5+),

  • Apartment,

  • Good job,

  • High salary,

  • Language exam,

  • Diploma,

  • Graduation,

  • Traveling:

    • Croatia (5x)

    • Austria (3x)

    • England

    • Germany

    • Spain

    • Slovakia

    • Bosznia (3x)

    • Denmark

    • Sweeden

  • Moving to Sweeden to work

  • Nice sublease


  • 90% hearing loss,
  • Continous tynitus,
  • hip protesis,
  • Brain stem inflammation + steroid treatment,
  • Depression
  • Solitude


These things maybe seems to be an acchivement, but I don't think. If there is noone who I can share with, It has no point. I have everything, except the partner. I had many of them before, but the last 2-3 was terrible. But it was years ago, so now I could give everything again! However it is a hard thing. Nowdays, nothing matters just the appearance, and if it is not visible for the first look that you are the best, than you have allready lost.

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